No regrets

Sunday, May 27, 2012

May 25th-May 26th, 2012

May 25th: I had practice at 3-5. It sucked..welll, because it was in the middle of the day. I was invited to go to the beach..but couldn’t go. eff softball. -_- oh and mark didn’t text me all day, so i decided to text him. things didn’t go so well, but we eventually kind of got over fighting..thigns were stil kinda awk but it was whatevs.

May 26th: Our softball team won the regional championship! :D then me and mark hungout. he came and picked me up in his new challenger ;D i gave him his birthday presents finally! then we went back to his house and just watched tv and cuddled. :) then we went to 7-11 and got slurpees and ice cream. :) i really do love him..omg i hate when we fight though..but he is seriously my best friend and i don’t know what i’d do without him.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

May 24, 2012. First day of summer.

So im finally going to use this blog to vent and talk about my life. and nobody i know follows me, soooo yes. this will do.
Yeah so today was pretty fucking boring. I had practice and got home at like, 4. Then I waited for my boyfriend to get home from his game so we could go to someones house together. So he got home at like 8. and then decides that he doesn’t want to go. sooo..of course im somewhat upset so I told him, “well i guess i will go now, after wasting like 5 hours for no reason apparently.” and then he blows up on me, bitching about my attitude and shit. I didn’t even mean to be bitch, but of course im not going to be happy when he tells me he is not going to come. I honestly just wanted to see him at least.
Ughhhh, shit like this makes me so angry. I already went through a 5 month relationship with a jerk who treated me like shit, and i never left him cause i was scared. and im not about to do this all over again. I really can’t. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i seriously can’t stand this immature childish SHIT.

so yes. shitty first day of summer. mmm, i guess it can only go up from here? i hope.

Saturday, December 10, 2011